Ugh!

apparently I got it.  Amazing.  I'm getting too old.I feel nauseas,, my nerves and anxiety level are sky high.  This is where I can unload because there is no one I can talk to about certain stuff.  Added to car situation there was the TV thing the other night. and now diddling with this BS, and Keenie wanting the old car and my feelings about that,  just to try to have a way to unload.  My head feels as though the top is ready to fly off.  I would be able to speak to Corrine or Anthony but they are gone and I miss them so much. Now my daughter, nothing I say is right with her sometimes.  I try to appease her but if I've said the wrong thing according to her there is no fixing it, even when I've offered everything including what makes me uncomfortable and I still am wrong. So I will do what she seemed to expect in the first place which is attend the afternoon and evening performance of Niko's play, and attend the doctor visit with her. I thought when she offered afternoon performance that  would be good as then I knew I wouldn't have to drive home with any traffic, I didn't realize she expected me to go to the evening one too and anyway I still would have had to go to doctor with her at 4 which would have put me in traffic to and from the doctor, unless she drove. So I will not go to the gym in the morning because I might not make it up there in time for afternoon.  Go to afternoon and have to be with those other two as well, then doctor, then evening performance.  And Keenie asked if I wanted to go up with her to evening which would have been good but then Jodi mentioned I was going to doctor with her at 4.